Wednesday, November 17, 2004

blink

I've been gone for a while. I'd apologize, but I'm not really sorry, and I don't trust myself with lies. I got mad. I gave in to rage, and I faded, becoming a memory of myself. You've got to watch your hate closely, keep it in check. Eventually you can force it through your head, and let it flow across your field of vision. You need to see it in all its glory, and if your sanity still remains, forgiveness will be yours to proffer. I don't think the shreds of sanity that still attached themselves to my confused mind will ever quite allow me to offer a hand bearing a branch of the olive tree to the world. I think this war might be eternal, but that's okay. I'm happy. The world I see through my eyes belongs to me alone. Never hate.